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Wallpaper i hate myself for loving you
Wallpaper i hate myself for loving you








We talked about dating a couple days after this and I caught her in her first lie. I enjoyed it a lot, and after this I’ll be honest, I caught feelings – I believe she did too. I couldn’t get my penis to function, but she didn’t mind and took her time with me. 😉įast forward to April 9th, 2016 and she takes my virginity. Softest lips, she said I kissed her super rough later in the relationship, but I got better at kissing. I leave and go back to my dorm, night ended. Lying about what’s going on and hangs up. Then suddenly, her boyfriend facetimed her, she freaks out and steps away from the group and speaks with him. She has a blanket out and I’m too afraid to get close, but my knees touched hers – oh that energy. We sit and hangout with her friends, it’s March but it’s not too chilly. – Off the record here, I had to stop and cherish my memories with her and how it all began. We walk out, with some of her friends that joined up and hangout on the grass outside. ~12pm comes around and University staff are locking up the building and we had to leave. I noticed a couple of her friends pass by us as we were talking, even taking pictures of us and giggling. We meet at a coffee shop within our university, and sit, talk from 7pm to 12pm.

wallpaper i hate myself for loving you

A couple days pass by of us talking on snapchat and we arrange a meetup. She would even send snapchats of her laying on her boyfriend. I noticed right off she had a boyfriend, but she was very friendly with me. Little did I know she would be my first, and only love.įorward with my story, she added me on snapchat. She was getting clothes in, I ALMOST asked if she needed help. I remember one day sitting in the back of her dorm and noticing her getting things out of her car. I noticed her a lot, I thought she was kind of cute. I was there every day hanging out or smoking a blunt in the parking lot. I was often at my friend’s dorm which was an all-females dorm.

wallpaper i hate myself for loving you

I also noticed her leaving her dorm a lot – not that I was paying attention, but you know when you see the same person a lot in one semester? Well that was her.

wallpaper i hate myself for loving you

During our college freshman orientation, she was in one of my hiking groups and I met her at a paint/lightshow. I met her in person before she added me on snapchat. It was a cute little joke we had once things had taken off. We started with, “Hey, do you go to XXXX?” XXXX is the University. Mid-March 2016 I was on Twitter and tweeted asking users to add me on snapchat. It’s 4:42 AM and I’ve been hitting dabs all night writing this, trying my best to summarize and not leave out any big important details. If people are, or if they want to hear more about this chapter of my life, I’ll write it. So, there is a ton more to this story, but this is the lite version. TL DR Ex of 3 years added on snapchat, and matched on tinder.










Wallpaper i hate myself for loving you